God Father!

Big night last night, had a few jobs and few people to see.  Sorry that i haven’t blogged lately been real busy and not much i could talk about. Today’s day was shocking, had to go to the streets of Berwick! without any of my brothers and deliver items. While little vandals making trouble and older men doing side deals. I seen myself in a lot of these people they reminded me what i used to be like and the way i acted as a child. To see the path they are going down will be very tough for them make you want to change and help peoples lives. When i got back home i seen all my brothers in a room with a man i have never met before, they called me in. As i walked in i seen them all scared and frightened, they explained to me that they found out about few week ago bad delivery and what happened. The Boss was on fire one of his main profits come from these men and now we might not have business with them and might even have an enemy. The boss was that angry he made us all go down and apologize with a free delvery. He really needed these guys fro profit and since we messed it up we gotta clean it up. I told the boss that im am more then willing to go down there myself ( incase something was going on) but he sed that all of us need to go no matter what……

Hello once again. Today May the 12th it is my birthday. Not much people knopw about only my few close firends who i have made over the week. I am now in a 5 man group and am the 3rd rank in my group, we have been going out and doing what we have to do to make the dosh. Sometimes we have to teach some leassons little bit of a rough and tough and sometimes we have just a nice and easy simple delivery. We had a long 2 hours drive delivery today so all 5 of us went, we talk and share stories and now i feel as if they are my brothers. We did a few detours for my birthday, first just something to eat and then a little something for all the boyz.   As we got there and delivered the boxes i had recognised a face from the 1oth grade at school, the same year i droped out. This one guy always Picked on me for being small and just always being a not so tough kinda guy. I walked towards him as he yelled out my named and laughed, All the sudden i see my hand swinging at his face and next thing i know an all in brawl. One of my brothers got stabed in the leg when the fight was over while most of them where out cold. We went to the hospital and i apologized and explained to them i couldnt control myself. We all made a packed not to tell our boss because we dont think he would be very happy. When we got home the boyz had a few drinks and left later on. To see that my brothers have my back no matter what i think was the best present i have every had…….  

In a motel long from where i started, I’m am here for the final piece of my life for you to hear. I have kept in contact with all my brothers and we are all doing well, every is happy with this decision. I am leaving to find a nice place to live, to have peace and hopefully start a family.

All my readers and supports should take some advice from this, never take the easy way out no matter how hard you have it, always fight on and never give up.  So long good bye maybe some time in the future ill give an update !!!!!!!!!!!!

As my readers know on the 28th of May i had to go fix my mistake. I had to apologize and make them forgive our disrespectful actions. As we come to the gates they checked if we had any weaponry on us, we had a few they took off us. When we walked in there was hundreds of them just standing there looking at me and my brothers. Their main leader asked us what we were doing here i explained that we were her for forgiveness, while i thought everything was going good we had a talk and then all the sudden the guys grabbed us all. They put us all in a big but dark room we didn’t know what to expect so we went back to back and just waited.

About an hour past where i said enough is enough we called the boss and asked for help, he told me that he has nothing to do with it and hung up. Then i realized this man don’t care about nothing he didn’t care about anything but money, i was full of rage we might all be in trouble and it was all because of something stupid in the past.

The door opened a few guys came in all the sudden they poled and batted us till no on was left standing, next thing i knew all of us were in the back of a van. They dropped us off in the middle of no where and said ” That’s just a little something for you to remember us by.” They didn’t take my phone must of missed it but the screen was completely gone. I just called the last person i called ( The boss) and asked him to  please send someone down to help he said fine. while we wait all of us brothers realized that this is the wrong choice the boss don’t care about us he cares about the money we make. We all made up our minds and go our separate ways but to stay in contact with each other to help with anything that they need.

 When the driver come we all pulled him out the car and left him with a phone and a message to the boss, we took off and left. The message said “ We took all the $800,000 and you will never see us again thanks for the money and car ”. As we all got new phones and split the money when our separate ways and went for a new life.  

Big night last night, had a few jobs and few people to see.  Sorry that i haven’t blogged lately been real busy and not much i could talk about. Today’s day was shocking, had to go to the streets of Berwick! without any of my brothers and deliver items. While little vandals making trouble and older men doing side deals. I seen myself in a lot of these people they reminded me what i used to be like and the way i acted as a child. To see the path they are going down will be very tough for them make you want to change and help peoples lives.

 When i got back home i seen all my brothers in a room with a man i have never met before, they called me in. As i walked in i seen them all scared and frightened, they explained to me that they found out about few week ago bad delivery and what happened. The Boss was on fire one of his main profits come from these men and now we might not have business with them and might even have an enemy.

The boss was that angry he made us all go down and apologize with a free delvery. He really needed these guys fro profit and since we messed it up we gotta clean it up. I told the boss that im am more then willing to go down there myself ( incase something was going on) but he sed that all of us need to go no matter what……

Hello once again.

Today May the 12Th it is my birthday. Not much people know about only my few close friends who i have made over the week. I am now in a 5 man group and am the 3rd rank in my group, we have been going out and doing what we have to do to make the dosh. Sometimes we have to teach some leassons little bit of a rough and tough and sometimes we have just a nice and easy simple delivery.

 We had a long 2 hours drive delivery today so all 5 of us went, we talk and share stories and now i feel as if they are my brothers. We did a few detours for my birthday, first just something to eat and then a little something for all the boyz.   As we got there and delivered the boxes i had recognised a face from the 1oth grade at school, the same year i dropped out. This one guy always Picked on me for being small and just always being a not so tough kinda guy. 

I walked towards him as he yelled out my named and laughed, All the sudden i see my hand swinging at his face and next thing i know an all in brawl. All my brothers jumped in and helped when the fight was over while most of them where out cold we had a few cuts and bruises. We went to the hospital and i apologized and explained to them i couldn’t control myself. We all made a packed not to tell our boss because we don’t think he would be very happy.

When we got home the boyz had a few drinks and left later on. To see that my brothers have my back no matter what i think was the best present i have every had…….  

Today is the day i joined my new family, i am 24 year old and have been taken in to start a fresh life. I can’t let people know my name for safty purposes so in this case i will be known as God Father. Through out my whole life i have had very difficult experiences with family, friends and just being a young kid.
Today is a time in my life that i will always remember. Life was always hard and now just so easy, i have joined a new family and am now a mobster. To be apart of this family i have have had to pass certain limits that i never would have even thought of. Even on my first day i have realized that once your in there is no way out.
I have seen today people like me trying to find the answers in life trying to be someone! but they just cannot deal being like this and doing the dirty jobs that we have to do. When you see anger and rage coming from even younger boys the next thing i see is fear, fear because they are so scared and have no idea what there life will be like.

well I’m off now ill blog as much as i can, thank you.